And to be honest

and to be honest,

I am feeling not well, but at least I have lost a big heavy burden that’s been kept inside.

And to be simply honest with this blog and people around, even it’s bad I know, I am closing an access to myself,  for those who’ve been wanting to. Later I may regret, but this, the feeling of unwell, the bitter taste of reality that I am now  learning to live with is just going to be good. I know.  Like taking a medicine. It’s curing….

Soon it’s gonna be good.

As long as the one I didn’t want to say the name stay outside.

Don’t ever come.

and that last line I won’t ever regret.