These days have been difficult to me, I should admit.
I have been realizing that study is also about unhealthy competing, unreasonable act to tackle others.
Have you ever heard about partners at work? How can they be so difficult ?
Me myself wondering….
I tought we have our same goals, with our own modality to win, then I was wrong, we compete! Well then, as we were partners, I did it to win us, but my partner did it to make me lose.
I name this the win-lose solution like the reference said. The partner smiled upon the sorrow of others.
How can I just sit and be the most patient woman in the world?
Should I take back?
My angelic heart said no, keep all in peace, make your partner happy with you
My lovely demon said yes, eye for eye….
Now I am thinking, Dude, why are you doing this? I am not on your way, I am reaching my own goal, why bother talking about my silly little mistake to the world? Or should I do what you did? I know a lot of yours…. Just so you know….
This is the line, just a milimeter in front of my toe, don’t pass, I’ll blow you up….
Now I am at the state of defending, just remember, we have our own goals my lovely pal, and our own tracks. That’s it….

